…A ghost of time ..

All that is left ... It is a ghost of you, A ghost of time, of love, .. and affection. A ghost of memories .. endless nights, meaningful dreams .. unforgotten ones, .. they never fade .. The effigy of your face, .. always stayed. Remaining memories, unsaid words, feelings, showed by two souls, hidden by two hearts, expressed by silence .. ..a moment of silence, realizing this connection. Quiet in the crowd, ..but days of hearing peoples minds, months of your silence, but hearing your loudly thoughts .. having all this, but having nothing left to lose ..

...I know, I'll never see you again ..

..but for once in my life, I feel so alive, yearning for desire, …keep fighting for a little something, keep fighting for nothing or maybe .. for everything ? It’s not about doubting, It’s not about lying .. and not hiding, It’s about to see you happy, And I hope you are.. ..But, the fear to never see you again, took place all over me, My soul, my heart and my mind. The streets are empty tonight, and the darkness creeps in.. It’s the fear, … the fear to never see you again. Was waiting for a chance to tell, we were so close, but now you’re so far away .. And all that’s left ... is a ghost of you..

...Merry Christmas ..

Hello my Lovelies, now that we have survived the end of the world :) ..I'm wishing you a Merry Christmas and a wonderful New Year ! Have a lovely holiday with all good wishes and peace, hope, love & happiness in the upcoming year.. I'd like to thank everyone who has supported me on Wonderland's Seasons of Love, my page, my book, with all your nice comments, messages and all the love you showed ♥ Thank you for everything, Lots of Love & Kisses ~ Alice Xx

...A caring heart is precious ..

...A caring heart is the purest thing in this world, and it's precious ..but it also can hurt so much .. Never get too attached to someone, attachments always lead to expectations, and sooner or later, if you expect too much and things don't live up to your expectations, you will be deeply disappointed ..

...Through our eyes ..

..Sometimes.. we can't find the right words to express our feelings, as it seems our heart's playing games to our mind, and we just can't say if it's real... May our heart always speak the truth through our eyes ..

...Strengths and weaknesses ..

What are your weaknesses ? What are your strengths ? ... Sometimes we are well aware of our weaknesses and think about them more than we do about our good qualities .. however we forget that thinking about our weaknesses is actually jus t a reminder.. that we cannot be perfect, we are only humans .. But at times and what matters the most ..is that our so- called "weaknesses" can also belong to our strengths ...

…Remind me to forget you ..

…Remind me to forget. I never wanted you, to forget me, ..Now it’s all I see. I never wanted you, to feel this pain, ..To be waiting all in vain. I never wanted to show, I never wanted you to know.. that I’m weak. …Remind me to forget. I never wanted to forget you, Now it’s all I gotta’ do ..only wanted you to see my heart. The hurt won’t ease this time Love, that should last an eternity, Only left a memory .. Your silence, Your absence, Your absence of care ..were you even there..? ..Remind me to forget.. you.

...Love only has to be true ..

Love is something you should give without any expectations, restrictions or conditions,... It's not about expecting to be loved back ... you want to see that one happy even if you're not. It's to feel someone else' joy as if it's your own, ... also their sadness and pain ... You would do everything to make them happy ... and wouldn't even tell a word about... Sometimes it's for sure not a perfect one .. but it doesn't have to be. Love only has to be TRUE ...

...Heart or Mind ..

They say to follow your heart, but sometimes it's not about following your heart,but to listen to your mind .. if a heart was broken a few times, some parts just don't fit anymore and sometimes .. it can't think right. But that doesn't mean that this heart is always wrong, it just means that it needs some more time to face what the mind already knows .. either way, in the end both your heart and your mind will affect the path you choose by its gentle whisperings ..

...Message in a bottle ..

If you could send ONE bottle- message. What would it say ?

Wonderland's Seasons of Love

Hello my LOVEelies,

the most of you know my page through Facebook or my website. I'd like to take the opportunity to thank everyone for your support, shares and visits on this page as well. Spread the word as you always do... it's so appreciated ! For those who didn't know, the full collection of "Wonderland's Seasons of Love including all poems, pictures & sayings is available on Amazon. If you are interested in seeing more ..
I hope you enjoy ! <3

Shared with Love ~ Alice Xx

.. Letting go

Sometimes we hold onto something longer than we should and listen to our heart, .. even though it hurts, we can't let it go.. for we know that losing the pain means losing the memories as well..

All things must pass ...

All things must pass ... I never realised how fast life pass by until these days ... unfortunately we can't catch up on things we've missed. We overthink too much .. but in the end we don't regret the things we did, only the things we didn't do, the words we didn't speak out ... and most of all .. the time we've lost ...

Some people ..

Some people are afraid of their own reality and of feelings they don't want to have. People talk about how great love is, but still think love hurts. They don't dare to go a step in the right direction because of the pain inside. How can they handle love if they're afraid to feel ? People try to hide their pain. Unfortunately they keep hiding and don't get the chance for changes. But all what matters is to dare a leap and meet new challenges. Everything in our life happens for a reason and if we look deeply at all events that happened, we'll notice, they always lead to other events ...

Not like any other ..

In life you can fall in love several times ... but there is only one person you meet in your life that is not like any other ... Only with that person ... you will feel this special connection, you can say everything you want ... without getting judged, you can be yourself without any disguise. With that person you could talk like forever ... and even without words ... one smile or one look into the eyes makes you feel you understand each other in a way that nobody else does. This person might be your soulmate. Never be afraid to say what you feel, when you think you are meant for each other. Always show what this person means to you ... and make sure your words will not resist unspoken ...

Do you believe in coincidences ?

Every person we meet in our life leaves footprints in our minds, our memories, and especially in our hearts .. All those marks we get, whether good or bad, will show us one day that everything happens for a reason, even if we don't understand it yet, but eventually we'll do. I don't believe in coincidences. Do you ?

Am I losing you ?

Am I losing you ? I’m still with no answers .. But my questions are meaningless, .. if you’re not going to answer them. My words are senseless, ..if you’re not listening to them.. My thoughts are needless, if they’re not reaching you .. My dreams are lonely if you don’t want to be with me, .. And my love is not real, if it is not returned .. I’m still with no answers .. But I’m still questioning. Do you can’t admit it or do you can’t pretend no more. Are you just ignoring me, Or is it because you hate me, .. Is it because of love. I can’t get a rid of. I’m broken … and I feel it everyday You make me blue .. In every way.. Have I done too little or even too much ? Am I losing you ? The signs were there, although I didn’t see ..I was obsessed with finding you, In that process I’ve lost me. I know this love is lost. And I set you free. Am I losing you? Yes I am.

Be true to yourself ..

There'll always be people that are more beautiful, more attractive, more successful and also smarter. There's no point in slipping into a role just to please others. If you're true to yourself and authentic, people will be more attracted to you and like you for what you really are ...

How to .. ?

How to view the world with my eyes, when all I see is you everywhere, How to think about anything, when all I get on my mind is you, How to use my ears right, when all I hear is your voice, How to carry on, when everything I feel is my beating heart, How to know what I want, when everything I desire is you, How to follow my way, when I cannot walk away with you...

All I've got ..

Memories are fading, carried away by the wind, darkness is falling, lights are shading, getting away my dreams, knowing it could never be, All I have got, was all I going to get. What keeps crossing my mind are unspoken words, what only persists is illumination about reality ...

The memory that only exists in my dreams

On the way through darkness .. seeking for light, breeze holds on before I’m gonna fall. I’m looking into the mirror but I don’t recognize myself … Every time I close my eyes at night, I see you on my side.. feel that you care.. I’m lost in those dreams… I don’t know what’s hurting you, but I feel it, too… ..Then you disappear, all you leave is a memory, that only exists in my dreams ...

What makes US beautiful ?

Never love someone for what you see outside of them ... Good look will fade some day, but love someone for what they have inside ... for their character, personality, just for what they are ... with all their flaws ... Seeing the real beauty of someone's heart, makes us beautiful as well ...

... My Story

I wanted to tell you my story, but waves of pain drowned my voice and made them fragile. I tried to say a word but my thoughts were crowded, memories only shattered, short pieces that leaves me nothing. On the wind which brought disappointment, the next breeze is waiting… You turned your back on me which made me what I had to do.. and I turned away from you... but I can't sleep at night, when I don't see you in my dreams, I can't breath no longer, because you're the breath I need. I can't find words to express how I feel when I look into your eyes as they describe more than thousand words. I'd never stop listening when you talk to me.. and maybe, just maybe... I'll find a smile that resemble yours, maybe I'll look into eyes that look similar to yours maybe I'll hear a voice that sound like yours, but there'll never be someone with your heart, your soul or your laugh ...

Losing myself ..

What you don't know... when you leave I'll lose myself. What you don't know... before I met you I was about to give up. What you don't know... there's not a day where I don't think of you. What you don't know... the dreams that I have, they are all about you. Waking up is the hardest part, awaiting for the sound of your voice. I know, I can't take your pain away, ...not now nor on another day. I know I can't heal your broken heart, ...not the whole, but maybe a part.. If you'd only let me... I'll show you what life could be, show you how much I care, when you need me, I'll be there. I'm nothing special, I'm just an ordinary girl, but I have my heart and show you what true love is... if you'd only let me...